We humans are unique animals. We’re not the biggest. We’re not the strongest. We’re not the fastest–but we are the smartest. We’re the owners of the world’s most cognitively aware brain. It is, in fact, what makes us human. It’s truly amazing. The brain’s ability to solve complex problems has taken us out of the forests and spread us across the world, making us the planet’s dominant species. We’re innovative, thought-provoking, analytical, and philosophical. Our brain gives us endlessly stated advantages on the rest of the animal kingdom, but there is also a burden to bear.
The burden of consciousness, we rarely think about it, but it’s there. We wear it each morning; sleep in it each night. Most of us walk around oblivious to its existence, but it sits on all of our shoulders.
Think bout your favorite wild animal for a moment, whatever that might be. Think of nature in general; compare the lives they lead and their personality traits to our own and you’ll begin to see a difference. What is it? In a word–choice.
Example: A grizzly bear wakes up from hibernation around the same time each year. He does this because he feels he must, it’s ingrained in his DNA. It doesn’t matter what mood he was in during the winter, how much he had to eat, or what the other bears were doing around him. Trivial circumstance doesn’t affect his decision to get up and live once more, because his consciousness never presented that as an option. Ours, on the other hand, did. A man hits the snooze button on his alarm clock three times, even though he knows it will be a detriment to the rest of his day. That choice, that level of consciousness hinders him from fulfillment.
This is as uniquely human as our brain function itself. We are the only animals on the face of the planet that know what must be done, but will choose not to do it. The rest of our animal brethren can only scratch the surface of our cognitive capabilities, but yet they’re living to their fullest ability. Are we? I would argue that not a single one of us are–we are burdened by our own consciousness. The very thing that makes us successful, stops us from being immaculate.
A woman is undergoing chemotherapy for lung cancer caused by 30 years of smoking. The treatment, though invasive, seems to be turning things around and in a few grueling months the doctors believe she can beat her ailment. She dies five weeks later. Around the time that things began to look up, she decided things were too hard. She began smoking again, well aware of the effect it would have on her treatment and her life. That choice, this consciousness we’ve been given, fools us sometimes. It tricks us into believing that “choice” is relevant in any situation, in this case the struggle to live. This is uniquely human. Think about it, we spend our lives trying to avoid the struggle that the rest of the natural world accepts as a part of life.
Example: Bison in Yellowstone National Park eat frozen grass in the dead of winter by using their massive heads to shovel snow out of the way. Some winters, though, the snow is too thick. When these times come the Bison must resort to eating grass near the park’s guisers, a dangerous affair. The chemicals are thick in the air and soil, corroding the Bison’s teeth and threatening to poison their offspring. These are hard times indeed, but nevertheless year after year, generation after generation the Bison survive the harshest elements by doing what must be done. It seems they know innately that the point when it feels hardest, is when spring is just around the corner, a lesson humanity forgot somwehre along the road.
We are unique. We’re the only animals on the face of the earth that don’t learn from mistakes. In fact, we beat ourselves up about mistakes so much so, it stops us from further growth.
Example: A young girl ignores the signs of infidelity in her relationship, then years later catches her significant other in the act. She feels she’s dumb for not recognizing the signs, and thus is overbearing in all of her subsequent relationships. One mistake has changed the way she views all men, diminishing her chances of finding true love. On the other hand, a mother leopard leaves her cub unattended for too long. The cub is eaten. The mother grieves, but her long-term response isn’t to swear off children all together, it’s to make sure the next child has proper protection.
Our consciousness is a double-edged sword. Its helped us paint the Sistine Chapel and put a man on the moon, but it’s also turned use toward drug abuse, and stopped us from getting promotions. The trick to life, consciousness and choice is to understand the burden is there. Somethings in life aren’t meant to be easy, mistakes are events, not the characterization of one’s being, and our existence is tied to the natural world we so often overlook. Search your soul and free your mind, you’ll see that we’re equipped to carry this burden. The trick is, can we carry it well?
© Chris Hampton 2012